Dont panic. I am nowhere near suicidal but want to take my photography into a different dimention from normal recording of a scene or person. I want to produce reportage and creative mind photographs that show some different aspects of life. I got this idea after seeing a documentary about suicide rates of soldiers and veterans from the British Army. In 2012 more soldiers and veterans committed suicide than were killed on operations, which raises questions about PTSD and how effectively it is being treated.